Pitza♥Summer

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Friday

I failed my driving test. I didn't knock down any poles or drive up any curbs. I performed my parallel parking perfectly and I thought I would do everything right until I failed to manoeuvre the car in while vertical parking. That's the easiest of all parking but I couldn't do it right. The back windscreen was a blur due to the tiny rain drops. Got it right the third time but it's too late. I panicked after that. That must have cost me many demerit points!I was worried till the point that I didn't hear the tester's instruction to use the right lane to exit.Changing lane after the bend was the coup de grace. That cost me 10 or more demerit points! Getting no demerit points deducted while I was doing my route did not help much. It just make my failure not seem that bad. My luck must be at it's worst today. Not only was the weather depressing, I slipped and fell hard on my knee while I was walking out of the bathroom at home. Now, I have a bruise on my knee and a painful heart.

I have failed so many times this year that I'm getting accustomed to it. I did not get the scholarship that I depended on to fufill my wish of becoming a vet, I did not get to do medicine in Singapore( my next best alternative) and now I failed my driving test! This must be the deepest hole I've gotten myself into and I guess it can't go any deeper.(I pray so! ) Now I just have to try to fill the hole somehow and get myself out and up. There's nothing to lose. It feels just like a friday, where you know a good weekend is ahead and waiting for you. Hope my "sundays" are over.(you'll know what I mean if you are thinking the way I 'm) =^-_-^=

Love, Pitza 1.8.06

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