Had dinner with my work colleagues to celebrate Leannne's 19th Birthday. I must say this is the first time I laughed so hard after leaving school. Those were the days where I showcased my mad- self without any hesistation. I remember myself asking people silly questions like " How many times do you shower a day?" and playing badminton/chapteh or jogging with kim whenever most people were busy revising. Everything seems so definite and sercure. Despite the heavy work load, I enjoyed myself and every single minute was spent doing something.
I guess what I really missed is having a group of friends who goes through whatever I'm experiencing; People whom you can share your fustrated/silly/fearful/grateful moments with. Since I no longer am experiencing the same rigorous curriculum as my friends, I must admit that I feel a little left out. Stress built up inadvertantly and I was caught unaware. I must definitely enjoy every moment I have now instead of longing for the future.I'll be 18 no more in a few months time.=^-_-^=