Pitza♥Summer

Saturday, October 21, 2006

deadly dose of poison

I'm supposed to be in bed by now but I've got to dump all my thoughts out. They'll haunt me in my sleep and pester me in my dreams. So here goes...

I realised recently( or should i say finally admitted) that I've been escaping from certain problems for quite a while. I've kept my break-up in 2004 to myself for a long time. Friends knew something was different but they kept mum about it. I cried once and moved on. Only recently did I start sharing with trust-worthy people around me.It wasn't that bad.I cleared out my closet.

And just a day ago, I thought I spotted a familiar face with his arm linked to a stranger.I'm quite sure that he is who I think he was. Identical twins never looked that similar.Yet, I didn't make further investigations. The truth might be too painful and disappointing to know.

I've witnessed far too many cases of adultery and divorce to believe in "happily ever after" wholeheartedly. Shawn recommended me to read more romance as a cure for my cynicism. Maybe I should. The dosage would go like this: Read at least 100 pages each time, 3 times a day; For added strength, combine with 1 hour of chick flick or romantic tv serial. However, it'll come with small prints at the bottom which says" short term effects guaranteed"

P.S. Thank you qi for staying around till dance ended!!!!!!I'm soooo touched by your action. And thanks for the badge!
Momo stayed up to greet me when I got home at 1240am! sometimes what he does really amazes me. I love momo!

Love, Pitza 21.10.06

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