Pitza♥Summer

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

the weird thing about me

Had anatomy spot test yesterday. Wasn't good. Had 2 min to stare at a slide of a muscle and answer 3 multi-choice questions. It was stupid how everyone had to look at the projector screen and couldn't decide for ourselves how long we wanted to spend on a question. There were times where i fidgited and stoned and times where my eyes were glued to the screen as i attempted speed-reading and rumaging for answers in my pink brain all at the same time. I felt drained for the 1st time here. Shaded B for questions that i missed. The devilish anatomy department posted the answers online today. We had to check it against our answers which we were supposed to scribble on a sheet during the test after shading it on our answer sheet. See what i mean? Their planning was very interesting. That explains why i didn't learn much during anatomy labs. We also have no notes, past exam papers whatsoever. GEEZ! I worked hard this time.Harder than for last sem's papers. But i couldnt do nothing! I need practise papers mr professor.

So i went out by myself in the afternoon after meeting up with my vet mentor for lunch in school. Visited fel to collect the stuff i ordered together with her online and headed for the supermarket. Can't believe i love the supermarket so much. Got peanuts, a chocolate muffin and cookies and cream ice cream(all due to Kohei! wynne would be pleased if i got this flavour too) for pancake friday. Then i went around to look for thermals on sales for our ski trip before taking the bus back to Massey. Brought all the pancake stuff to Yuiko's place. Poor her is having a terrible toothache.Hopefully the dentist could do something about it tomorrow. She cried while she ate in the morning!!! The doctor in school stupidly poked her gum and told her to see a dentist after doing so. That's the same doc who gave Ann an article to read regarding the rashes that she got and the same one who left me alone while he typed non-stop.I can't help but to raise an eyebrow regarding his skills.

Then i went to train my duckies but people started to look in my direction when i blow the whistle. Unfortunately the black swans came too! I never like black swans! They chased me once when i was little. Yucky black swans! So i left. Shall attempt it again when i get someone to come with me.

To make myself feel better, i had warm gooey chocolate muffin and went with Ann and Jo to get free pancakes. The lady there asked if i was stressed! Do i looked that unhappy? Ann guessed since she's part of the counselling group, she must be great at spotting stuff like that! Eck! I'm a depressed kid. Maybe i should dress in black.

I miss ART! I miss painting, drawing, cutting, pasting , moulding, dancing and everything else. I do them once in a while but i lack resources. Shall bring back a whole lot of art supplies the next time i'm back here. www.designsponge.blogspot.com is cool. www.day-lab.com too! There are many more. I have been surfing such sites more often than ever? Maybe it's a withdrawal syndrome? I wanna make a mobile just like the one above! I wanna dance freestyle!

Love, Pitza 22.8.07

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