I did a terrible thing today. I was told to be more gentle with a horse when i gave it a knock on the head while it was trying to jerk on her harness. I did it without thinking. I think it was due to the bad experience i had a few weeks ago with this evil horse. Carol and me were pulled everywhere by it till the lecturer came and gave it a few knocks on the head. I think i still couldn't fathom horses at all. I felt like a cruel person who used to love animals.