i think i hurt a cow while doing rectal palpation today. She couldn't stop contracting her rectum. I feel really bad. I promise not to consume beef by mistake, not even a tiny amount from dubious sausages and meat products. I might refrain from pork too. Hope she has gotten better before ending up in the meatworks. Found this cow cookies on someone's blog. They would be the only cow-related thing i will ever eat.