I think stress makes me feel alive. I have been feeling dead and dull most of the time when i'm in NZ. The cause of stress is my own bigotedness. Tomorrow's exam is the only exam i haven't studied for at least a week before because i thought it would be easy to get through the notes. Then did i realise that there are lots to read. SO here i am trying to do as many questions as possible to get myself ready for tomorrow. I gave up on reading the notes. I haven't felt this stress for a while. I used to when i was in high school or when i was preparing for anatomy exams. But it somehow makes me feel alive. Maybe i'm going insane. Just maybe. Sam's party tomorrow! WHEEEEEE!